APEX EXPRESS

It was almost close to midnight
 

Chirpping crickets sounds I heard,
 

During the darkest night ever.
 

Mixed emotions of excitement,
 

Because my baby is coming.
 

I awaken by mesirable moaning
 

of my dearly beloved agonizing,
 

To the doctor rushed her  for treatment
 

Oh! God. . .   You’ve taken her from me -
 

Seems the whole world had fallen upon me.
 

I can’t believe that you are dead
 

I hold you so tight but tender -
 

pressed your cold hands and kissed you then
 

but  . . no! your pronounced dead,
 

my dearly beloved.
 

Lord – if, it’s then my fate -
 

Teach me to stand as a real man.
 

Bear this mesirable remembering,
 

Recalling that I and my beloved had cared so much.
 

The mistaken belief of never ending happiness.
 

Never come to mind that everything has its ending.
 

And all are Yours my God . . . .
 

The only thing I’ll pray for you  – - -
 

God – - please takecare of my dearest beloved.
 

The most difficult day has come.
 

Besides the casket I was so confused
 

With tears stopless fallen.
 

Emptiness  and a chocking loneliness.
 

I felt because you left me dear.
 

If only I could join you there,
 

Sleeping on my arms together -
 

Bring back your life and my baby angel for me -
 

Perhaps God loved you and baby so much than I – -
 

So, He had taken you both far away from me.
 

Days go on so gloomy and hard to believe,
 

I have to send you both into your grave – - -
 

The hardest moment of depart,
 

I don’t know if I have to live again – -
 

or take my life together with you.
 

Fresh flowers I bring,
 

You could not hear me crying . . . sobbing,
 

Longing for your presence and tender cares.
 

I can do nothing . . but face life’s realities,
 

Without pretend . . . without complain . . .
 

Lord! intrusting to You my dearest ones.
 

Please bind our family again . . . .
 

In Your Heavenly Kingdom someday.
 

I submit with all humility – - -
 

For will - Oh! God be done.
 

Like Job – - whose faith and trust never wave.